What i realize... When i realizeThat this is not the PriceI want to goBut then....I saw much people saying ''No plz dont leave!''It was more then 10 people'sI feel isolate on home okey...i doesnt have SOMEONE close by me....But i see a number three on the doorI look at the outside and stare at the floornobody that i know themonly the girl next to me....i dont like her....But.....DA is actualy everything for me....I wishThat i know a escapeim so lonely....I miss my friends....staying home for nothingOnly drawing.....that keep mehappymadsaddepressedand many more....I always have the fight with my both parentscause.....puberty WONT GO AWAY!its all the fault of pubertyStealing....Mad.....Sad....and damn many moreBut then i saw a colorsBack to my bodyim not blank anymoreI goes to the PCTo tell the others......That i write this....You wil see now the 4 things that i writeand they will tell you mine storyabout my life home school.....But....idk if i will stay here.
Sorry...Sorry but im leavingI update my profile twiceBut i dont need a PriceYou will miss me but iI will miss youIm confusedThe days weeks or a mothIts over for me for DAIts overTimes is over to playUm stressedso depressedIdk where to startBut im leavingI know people saying of ''No dont go!''And then im gonna throwThrow a letter or a stoneThen later i will be goneThen im forever Alone
The World Is Agains Me.. The World is agains methey want me to dieAt school they bullied me still....That im looking like a chinesim just 1/2 chinese....Idk whyi feel that they agains mei need someonebut who?i have someone....But idk that i feel so depressedToday my BF he still love meBut now i have the feelingyou dont want to know thatI just made a wrong choicethat i want to break upI wish i have friendsbut they are just so far....This year im turning 16My sweet 16Parents are forcing me to get a jobi dont want to have a jobIm scared.....so afraidI want to do with someone....that i knowto work togetherPeople are laughing me outthat i cried....My parents arent badbut looksome situationare so badsometimes goodits always my fault.....always.....my faultPeople on my school are still telling meto break upthey wont shut upi try to talk to my friends....but they dont have a advicethe only thing i know that they sayis...ignore themBUT IT FUCKING DOESNT WORK!They dont kn
I want to leave *song*I want to leavei dont know whyBut i tryIn my lifeIt isnt perfectI always are stressing..Because of my parentsIm so depressed....peopleare so mean to mei cant stop thinking to suicide....i feel so horribleIm just sitting on my bedDrawing gore stuffidk whyI pretend to be happy....but its a liei cant lie....Idk whyBut im leaving.....Good Bye....